Okay, so there are some beliefs that I absolutely have to get rid of, that I have been carrying around rendering me useless, uneffective, shut up, and passive. Let's throw them away like stinky garbage. I have got to rid myself of this stinking insecurity that creeps up when I least expect it. I have to send away inferiorty...that I am never nor will I ever be good enough, have accomplished enough, am worthy enough to deserve respect and love, that I can never please or do things to the right standard. YUCK! That is not how I want to live. So I throw these things off right now in Jesus' Name ever hindrance, every entanglement, every false belief, every need to be significant and wanted and noticed and valued, every desire to be praised and wanted and admired be gone NOW in Jesus' Name. I want YOU to be significant Lord and I want to rise up only in what You have for me to rise up in to show You. Whatever that is and whatever that looks like, let it be done, and let these petty little spirits of insecurity and fear and inferiority be conquered by the blood of Jesus. His life and power are in me, and I do not have to live this way anymore. I do not want circular living to keep going around and around and around. I have to walk in freedom, and where the Spirit of the Lord is there is freedom. So let the Spirit be released here, in me, in our home, in our lives. No more going around in circles. We have to move forward. I want all that is past to stop affecting my present and future. I let go of all of the junk, all of the words, all of the voices in my head that are not of You Lord. Let me only hear You. Let me only know Your voice and Your true words. Let my circumstances not determine who I think that I am, and what You are doing. What is unseen is greater than what is seen. Let me see what is unseen and live by that in Jesus' Name. There is still something in me longing for approval and notice. Maybe I think that these things will propel me into what You have for me, but that only comes from Your hand. A man can only receive what He is given by You. Yes, Lord. I believe that. A man can only receive what he is given from You. No boasting. Let all boasting or any spiritual pride be gone in Jesus' Name. I hate all of that, and I certainly do not want it in me. So let every place be filled by You, every need for approval, every desire to be noticed and valued for what You have put in me. Let it all be filled by You and for the sake of Your Name, things to happen as You will as You wish, but that I would only draw nearer. I don't want to think so much about myself, and us, and our circumstances, and definitely not to worry or be anxious. I have to stop trying to figure things out, and again, over and over and over, have to rest in You. This has to be fixed though, once and for all, and the sources of that insecurity taken down in Jesus' Name. Those strongholds must be demolished. That is it! Identity is attacked...wrong thinking leading to wrong behaviour...that is how I am living. When I think that I am never good enough, then I don't try things that I may otherwise. When i feel like a disappointment, I won't venture out. When these things start defining who I am...not that smart, failure, disappointment, no wonder it is difficult to step out boldly and live in victory. So Lord lead me into all truth. Lead me into all righteousness. Let me follow what is good, right, and true. Let me have high discernment between good and evil and recognize every scheme and every trap, and not walk in exhaustion but new strength that You give. Life in Jesus' Name. Life in Jesus' Name, no more to be the same with life in Jesus' Name. Live under Your approval, Your acceptance, Your grace, Your mercy, Your identity, You notice me, You value me. So when those liars come and speak otherwise, let me rise up in what is true and give them a swift kick, and speak out boldly what You have already said, the name that You have already given to me. Grow this mind in You in wisdom and truth and ability, grow these lips to speak as You would have me to, to articulate Your words and truth by Your Spirit. Let these hands be swift to do good and create beauty and functionality wherever You take me. I cannot be what You have made me to be, if I am believing wrongly either too highly or too lowly. You define me. You created me. You have the last word on who I am, and You call me beloved. You call me child, You have called me friend. You speak the truth over me. You speak life into me. You give me a new song. You bring Your power. You bring meaning. You carry me along. You are the one Who has carried me all along. And Your grace...and Your grace...and Your grace rings out. We send praise up to You for Your mercy is always new, and Your grace reveals You. Life to our hearts and peace when there is nothing else we can do, but trust You, and we know we have to know, You want us to know Your great love. So we praise for Your grace for Your mercy and Your kindness. We bring praise for the life You give to us. You give life to us. Your life is in us.
Let me see the identity of the child set free. Let me see the identity of the child set free and the life given freely and the hope so securely anchored behind the veil anchored so we can sail we can fly we can run we can dance we can know we can breathe. We are free by Your power. We are free by the blood of the Lamb. This changes who I am. This makes me able to stand.
More more more Lord more of You. More new life Lord more brand new. Drown out all voices who want to take away all that You have done Lord, all that You would say. More more of You Lord more to do Your will, more to sow Your power More life to build more of me to fill. More to give for You Lord More to shout Your Name. More to walk in grace and life More to proclaim. More to flee to mercy More to light on fire. More to shout Your Name Lord. More is what You desire to give desire to see desire more of You in me.
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